Next to me she lied so cold; I felt so crumpled I felt so old

A drop of tear rolled down my cheek; I fell on my knees in pain and weak

Ocean of emotion on a high tide; I felt not to live and wished to suicide

Days & Night not an iota of sleep; her love and roots in me so deep

A night sleepless, sitting in my chair; looking at the sky in awe and despair

A blur image is what I saw in the star; wondered if it was my lost love Scar

I die!!! I die!!! I die!!!

Still Through my life felt I....SIGH!!!

My eyes wide saw, through the glass; was she who I am seeing in the stars

She looked so cute in angel white gown; my hand went up to bring her down

Why did you leave me half way? I exclaimed; calm and smiling she explained .....

"After you died I felt like crying; day in day out an urge of dying

A day in the city saw at last, a child loosing parents in the blast

So unaware was he!!! So smiling at me!!!

God why!!! God why!!! God why!!!"

Still Through my life felt I....SIGH!!!

"Realizing this, I had a new climbing rope; he gave me a renewed living hope

Picked the child with hands so soft; mother I became, lived for his loft

A day then came, I discovered; not long you live, life just whispered

Cancer had I!!! Cancer had I!!! Cancer had I!!!

O God!!! Why this treachery; on the child have a little mercy

Answering the prayer God spoke; tears in my eyes is what he invoke

ROLE OVER! Said he, with sternness rather; he now needs the stiffness of a father

Still happy with prayers, grant you a wish; choose your life or the father of his

I chose thy!!! I chose thy!!! I chose thy!!!"

Still Through my life felt I....SIGH!!!

Got my answer, the sadness went away; still she guided so beautifully my way

A new role is what, I had to play; a father a friend a mate to sway

Though I miss your fragrance in the air; happy our decision was still so fair

The child is slowly turning into a man; your values in him, makes me his fan

Oh please god in all coming life; I become your husband you become my wife

Old on my death bed is here I lay; waiting for the death god to take me away

Still Through my life FEEL I.... YOU ARE MY!!! YOU ARE MY!!! YOU ARE MY!!!