All Through My Life ....

All through my life wondered I ... Why!!!

Why does she love those Roses so much, who die everyday

And not me who lives only for her everyday

Why does she care for that make up so much, who makes her artificial every night

And not my heart, who loves her for her originality day and night

Why does she look through the mirror so much, who shows her only the outer beauty

And not through my eyes, who crave only to see her inner beauty

Why does she trust everyone so much, who have been the reason of her cry

And not me, who has existed to never to make her cry

Today I lie deep in my grave

Seeing her in sorrow; seeing her in pain

Seeing her crying; seeing her in strain

So helpless am I, still I wonder why !!!

In the darkness of a deep night

Opened my eyes all wide and bright

The roses, were the ones that I got for her each night; She so wanted to keep them alive

The makeup, was once that my heart had liked; She so wanted to keep it forever

The mirror, when I told was my eye in my absence; She so wanted to find my eyes there

Everyone she trusted, were my close ones; She so tried to find my shadow in them

Having all my answers; was in a deep remorse

Old is she and needs me the most

O Dear God I cried out loud

Drops of tears simply rolled out

Saw her standing on my grave

Carrying the roses; she had still kept alive

Carrying the makeup; still craving for my look

Carrying the mirror; still wanting to see from eye

Carrying the trust; still hoping I will walk till the end

A light just struck and bursted a big cloud

She extended her arms and pulled me out

I was alive standing in her closed arms

Her prayers got me life; we walked into the farms

The same night I woke to find her dead next to me

Its her life that she lent to get me free

And all through my life wondered I .... Why !!!

The Old Street ....

The old street; we first met

The street where:

    We laughed, we fought

    Who stands by; we never thought

        Winter night outings, long hours we waited

        Together faced hardships; got educated

    We first exchanged looks, we exchanged roses

    Reluctantly though; we exchanged proposes

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    We kissed, we dreamt of intimacy for life

    You promised me; of being my partner & wife

That same old street; “I” passed today

At the street:

    Smiles were similar but faces were missing

    Fights were intense but friends were missing

        Winters were low but outings were missing

        Waits were long but care was missing

    Eyes were bright but looks (love) were missing

    Roses were red but passion was missing

        Kisses prevailed but wetness was missing

        Intimacy felt high but commitment was missing

All devastated and sad; ‘I’ Introspected

    Street still same, was “YOU” who is missing

        Relaxed was I, as woke of my sleep

    Found all true; the dream was missing

        Lying in my bed; a whisper in my ear

    Your heart in you; is what is missing

        Remembered I the missed stanza; had my answer

       “We loved so much, we exchanged heart

       Madly we became; two pieces of same the part”

    “Death of oneness”, was what was missing

You in me kept the love; still so protected

A Silly Dreamer ......

A Silly Dreamer dreamt of touching the sky

Even after knowing he doesn't have the wings to fly

Falling came he and took a deep dive

Splash Splash !! when the water slapped him

Its then he realized he may die......

Devastated he woke from his sleep

To face the reality and grieve in deep

He walked out of the house and in a sigh

A silly dreamer dreamt of touching the sky

Even after knowing he doesn't have the wings to fly

A few steps ahead he saw a being

Awe!! he felt on looking at him

Vulnerable was he from both lower limbs

Angry with almighty he came back home

So much of sorrow so much of groan

So helpless are we so dependent are we

A silly dreamer dreamt of touching the sky

Even after knowing he doesn't have the wings to fly

Sat in his chair with closed eyes

Suddenly he woke with a face bright

Walked to the place he saw the guy

Not finding him he just inquired

Never existed he is what people fired

Now he realized what he saw

A silly dreamer dreamt of touching the sky

Even after knowing he doesn't have the wings to fly

Was the almighty who had come

To show him the path to make him sail

His strong hands he used to walk on his way

Away were the sorrows a hope was alive

He made thy hands (strengths) wings to fly

There he is now flies so high, he's now the king of the sky

A silly dreamer dreamt of touching the sky

Even after knowing he doesn't have the wings to fly

Eternal Love ......

In the room with its warm air

I runned my fingers thru’ your hair

Into each other’s eyes we used to stare

A little kiss used to follow then and there

Love and tenderness used flare

So joyful the moments we had to share

Sweetheart we were in this beautiful love affair

None disputed we were the most loving pair

Today I look for you here and there

Cant just find you anywhere

Then when I see you with all my stare

Its still my heart, I find you where

When asked almighty "is it fair"

Two loving people separated in despair

"Don't worry my son" he answered with a glare

If not this one, next life she'll be there

All happy I open my eyes with a flair

Excited for thy end is already there.......